you can see me rocking side to side. I couldn't catch my breath. I was out of air. I was at work when I was called that my baby sister 21 years old was in a double fatality wreck in Oklahoma 6 days after she moved there. I left work and came home an hour &45 min later my older sister calls me to tell me "it's kaylei" I'll never forget the tone in her voice when she said it. This day lives with me every single day! and I'm not okay, even when it seems to be good days. it's been 8 months and 1 week that's 250 days, Her riders for life (Mandy, Taylor, Chrissy, Justin, Tucker and Daniel), my family and I load up on the weekends and go to the cemetery at least once a month the most 3xs a month, to clean her old flowers and take some fresh ones. We call it Kaylei's as if we were going to visit her at home. I didn't want to post this as it's very personal, however it's something I don't want to loose if my phone crashes. #griefjourney💔#forever21#losssiblings_ #sister's#worsedayever😔 remembering you always sweet girl💔